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unconditional acceptance from a male. It was a warm feeling to know that Dale wanted nothing from her but to protect her and help her. Danni felt some of the ice that had surrounded her heart for so long begin to melt away. She sobbed into his shoulder as he held her and let her cry her feelings out. As the last few hiccupping sobs died away, Danni stepped back and smiled shyly up at him. "You have mascara all over your shirt," she joked feebly. "It will wash," he replied his brown eyes reflecting his smile and his concern as he brushed the last few tears from her cheeks. "You might want to repair that, seeing as how a certain impatient man will be knocking on this door in about an hour." "Oh no," gasped Danni as her hands flew to her cheeks. "I don t want to see Sanders." "Danni& " began Dale, grabbing her arm as she turned towards the bathroom& "you need to give Sanders the benefit of the doubt. Just because he has dealings with your father, doesn t mean he is buying into your father s schemes concerning you. He seems a decent man, but I will have him checked out for you if it will make you feel better. It s your choice, but most men like to know that the women they are interested in trust them." "I don t have any reason to trust him," responded Danni bitterly. "And you don t have any reason not to either," reminded Dale calmly. "Please, Dale, I can t take anymore tonight. I m really tired and I don t want to see Sanders right now." Danni felt intensely drained at that moment and the thought of facing Sanders for an inquisition was exhausting. 98 "All right, Danni, when he comes, I will explain to him that you ll see him tomorrow, okay?" "Thanks, Dale," responded Danni wearily. She dropped tiredly into the overstuffed chair and yawned. Eva turned the television on, and she and Danni chatted for a few minutes, but Eva could tell the strain of her friend s emotional upheaval had taken a toll on her. Her eyes were drifting shut, and her head fell back against the cushion of the overstuffed chair and rolled gently to the side. She was finishing the show she was watching when a soft knock sounded on the door. She got up to answer it and found Sanders on the other side. "Is Danni here?" he asked, his low voice slightly husky as he looked past her. His eyes lit up when he saw Danni asleep in the chair. Eva smiled softly at him and replied, "Yes, but she s asleep." "May I come in and see her?" asked Sanders politely. "Well, Sanders, Danni has had quite an emotional upheaval and I m afraid it s worn her out. I ll have to wake her soon enough so she can get to her own bed." "She said she would meet with you tomorrow, Sanders," said Dale evenly, coming up behind his wife. "Did you find out what was wrong?" asked Sanders, appraising Dale s sincerity. "Why won t she see me tonight?" "We had quite a talk tonight," responded Dale. "It s been difficult for Danni to open up about her father and her past. Maybe now that she has finally told me some of her fears and concerns, it will be easier to tell you." "Well, at least let me carry her to her room. That way she won t have to wake up completely if she s that exhausted," said Sanders softly. 99 Eva glanced at Dale to see if he approved of the request. After a brief hesitation, he nodded. "I ll get Danni s door for you," responded Eva. Sanders stepped past Dale into the apartment and swiftly crossed to the chair where Danni was curled up asleep. A surge of protectiveness swept through him as he saw the circles under her eyes and the tear trails still on her cheeks along with the ruined makeup. She was heartbreakingly beautiful, even in her sorrow. He didn t know for sure what was bothering her about her father, but he had a pretty good idea after meeting with the man several times. Bending down, he couldn t resist placing a gentle kiss on her rosy lips as his arms slid under her to lift her out of the chair. Suddenly, Danni began screaming and kicking and beating at him with her fists. "Noooo& no don t& leave me alone& nooooooooo!" Danni was smothering. She was in her bed again, his weight pressing her down as his mouth ravaged hers. His cruel hands were pushing her pajama t-shirt up and then his fingers roamed her breast freely, kneading and pinching. She screamed into his mouth and her scream was lost. He pressed himself between her thighs, his hardness digging into her feminine softness. Then he was tearing at her panties, ripping them& "nooooo!" she moaned. "Danni!" A voice called her urgently& ."Danni! Wake up sweetheart& . It s me, Sanders& wake up Danni!" Suddenly, Danni surfaced from the horrible nightmare opening her eyes. Sanders face swam before her as she gasped for air and tried to focus. She was shaking badly, and her eyes were huge in her pale face. She saw Dale and Eva staring at her, their faces full of concern. She glanced at Sanders again and saw the grim shocked look on his face. She closed her eyes again and dropped her head in her hands. It was the second time in a week she 100 had had that dream. She thought she had buried it deep enough not to bother her again. Suddenly, she was airborne as Sanders picked her up and sat down in the chair, holding her on his lap. His warm arms went around her and she felt his warmth penetrating the chill that had seemed to envelope her body. Sanders glanced up at Dale and Eva, the expression on his face full of foreboding. Eva s face was pale and her blue eyes troubled as she watched Danni. Dale too, was puzzled and worried& realizing that perhaps Danni had not told him everything, or Eva either he thought, glancing at his wife. Sanders rubbed his hand up and down Danni s arm, trying to warm her up and help her to stop trembling& . waiting for her to speak. Finally, she lifted her head and heaved a big sigh. She had begun to feel better as Sanders warmth permeated the coldness in her body and she began to feel slightly embarrassed. What must he think of her she thought? Sneaking a sideways glance at him, she saw only concern for her in those piercing blue eyes and a warm encouraging smile. "Feeling better?" he asked softly, his smile gleaming in the soft light. She nodded and smiled shyly up at him and then at Dale and Eva. "I m sorry to be so much trouble," she attempted to laugh lightly. "Just an old dream, I thought was long gone by now. But I m fine, really, it s nothing important." She shivered slightly as she pushed the last remnants of the nightmare safely back into its little corner in her mind. She got up from Sanders lap and turned to face him. "If you don t mind, I think I ll go to bed early tonight. I m pretty tired, Sanders." Sanders stood up and took her hands. "Of course, honey. I ll call you in the morning, okay?" He leaned over and placed a tender kiss on her rosy
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